Wednesday, February 6, 2008

i'm on hold.

Lately i feel like my life is moving very slowly. everything i want to do as far as goals are coming around when they feel like it. i guess it's not a bad thing to grow patience, but i totally just want to satisfy my id. i try to be very careful and not wild out on decisions. it really doesn't seem to pay off. either way i'm still not satisfied. i wish i had the opportunity to just go off the wall and the courage to do it. maybe in the future i'll take advantage . right now i'll just sit here scared.

i think my "being careful" is a cover up for not being brave enough.

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