loneliness

i heard somewhere that Buddhist believe suffering is the catalyst for growth. i don't believe in a lot of things, but this makes sense to me. my suffering has always been loneliness. it's been a kind of self-fulfilling prophesy. 'expect it and it'll happen' kinda-thing. loneliness without motivation only leads to more loneliness. it's a not fulfilling life; it's just existing. why exist if participating in life is hard? it's always been dream of mine to just let out of so many barriers and to go on as a new person. finding the way is hard part. which path is right and how do you find it? i guess everyone has there own way. there are so many different kinds of people; it only makes sense for each one to have a different way of defining themselves. i plan on finding my path soon. the right one.