hagamos el amor con la ropa

i need some perreo!!! hagamos el amor con la ropa....siente la pasion de reggae!!!! tratratratratra ;P

christmas trees beware!!

Last week i was looking forward to having a real christmas tree this year! my mom called me while shopping and told me she already got a fake one. i went home and found a dinky lil tree standing in the living with 2 ornaments!! I TORE THAT SHIT DOOOOOOWWN!! last night i came to realize that i got my period the day after. i never realized how badly i behave while pms-ing. (it's actually a lil funny now) So christmas trees beware!!!!

ensename a olividarte

sera esto un sueño, que te perdi, que en verdad ya no te tengo
cuanto quisiera cerrar mis ojos y empezar de nuevo
sera possible poder olvidar aquel romance apasionado
sera possible un dia decirte que por fin ya no te amo
lo dudo mucho mi amor, es como ver a un pez del mar poder volar
anque te deje de amar, es imposible que te pueda olvidar
si me enseñaste a querer tambien enseñame olvidar esto que siento
por que eres tu niña querida la mujer a quien yo amo y a quien quiero
quien sanara este dolor que me dejaste en mi interior cuando te fuiste
quien invento el amor debio dar intruciones pa' evitar el sufrimiento
llevo en mis venas la magia de tus besos el fruto de este amor lo veo como un juego y al fin de la jugada tu saliste ganadoray hoy por ti estoy sufriendo
aprendi amar estando a tu lado me enseñaste a querer y me hiciste un daño
fuiste mi profesora en el amor y en tus clases de amorno me enseñaste de lo malo
si me enseñaste a querer tambien enseñame olvidar esto que siento
porque eres tu niña querida la mujer a quien yo amo y a quien quiero

sabes te amo tanto que me da miedo volver a verte
noooononono ha....let me find out
sera tu ego que te empujo a otro hombre con dinero
y si es asi pues tratare de resignarme por completo
ay dios, seran tus cartas de amor, la soledad que me hace recordarte
o las novelas que tu veias tan anciosa tomando cafe
sabes mi amor mi unica meta fue lograr tenerte aqui
pero hoy perdi la ilusion y la esperanza de que tu vuelvas a mi coro
si me enseñaste a querer tambiem enseñame olvidar esto que siento
porque eres tu niña querida la mujer a quien yo amo y a quien quiero(ayyy)
quien sanara este dolor que me dejaste en mi interior cuando te fuiste
quien invento el amor debiodar intruciones para evitar el sufrimiento
Dios me ha concedido el por lo menos verte
quizas porque rogue una ves mas tenerte
pero hoy me he dado cuenta que no vale
tu presencia si tu a mi ya no me amas
cada mañanita despierta un infeliz
y yo soy uno de ellos por que sufro por ti
papa me dijo que no llore por mujeres y por ti eso es lo que hago
show me how to forget you....oh please mi amor noono show me how to forget you....
oh please mi amor noono
esta noche quiero volver a verte vivir contigo una aventura

~ensename a olividar by aventura

why?

it's sooo fucking frustrating! how do you stay a good person and still go along with what's other people do for the sake of harmony. no one talks about it. they just do it. why? isn't there another way? why hasn't anyone solve the problem? why keep going? hasn't she been tourtured enough! i haven't felt this way in a long time and i don't see a way out. i'm hurt, frustrated, angry and sad for them. if only they can say "don't touch me!". your advocator is coming.

i love surprises

i recently noticed i love getting surprised. i love the feeling knowing that someone went out of their way to make my day. sometimes that someone doesn't even have to try. i was told i pretty on my birthday and i knew it was true statement, especially coming from this guy! it made me feel good about myself. two days ago i walked off my job. i decided to come back and everyone was telling me that one of the troublemakers (who happens to be one of my favs) was upset and stop eating because he thought i wasn't coming back! i was so touched! i just wanted to give him kisses and hugssssssss!!!! i love those surprises!!

lust

he's so unbelievably hot... so sexy. i've never used that word the way i do to describe him. just looking at him is like "whoooa". his eyes say so much and they're beautiful.....so dark and light. i love his face. the way his jet black hair compliments the scruffiness of this jaw line. just want to bite his lips!! i just want to be held by him. his warm body next to mine and his long arms around me..... he's so SEXY!!! i've never been attracted to the "dark, tall and handsome", but this guy is more than that. he's a real MAN. his voice, personality, sexual appeal, everything! it's soo sexy.

sex dream

i had the weirdest sex dream last night. the whole thing was 5 seconds long, but i know it means a lot. i came out the shower and i was only wearing a towel. i sat down on a hammock with this guy i have a crush on from church. so he starts kissing me and trying to get me into it. i'm liking it, but i'm also resisting. slowly i'm really just letting go. every kiss or touch i start noticing he's physically changing. he eventually turns into my ex! not just any ex; this is my biggest "badboy-i'll fuck you anywhere!" ex!! when i realized it was him, it stopped.

i looked up sex dreams on line. this website, www.dreammoods.com, said the hammock symbolized me pushing people away. also, dreaming about crushes is just dreaming about someone you're attracted to. it also said having with a ex or someone who's not your boyfriend means you want a new relationship and the awkwardness i felt might be the fear of feeling things i felt with that ex. it said my ex might be showing me a path; either to remember the good time i had with that person or the mistakes i made.

over all, i think my dream was telling me i'm terrified to get close to this guy, but i really want to. even if there was a way, i can't make the mistakes from before even if it feels right. i'm pretty sure this won't happen. first because he wouldn't let it happen and secondly i'm still pretty loyal to someone else.